Umm, what to say on this one?
Dear, non-existent crush...
Maybe I'll start again.
Well, the last crush I've ever had was back in Primary school, and that was only a show so that I could exchange that information to know other people's crushes. Back then, "love" was rather a shallow affair, but bonus points to you if you can name someone's crush in a verbal fight. Did I mention the ridiculous code names? Bubbles? Minty?
I guess it's hard to have a sensible crush? (lolwtf am I saying?Crushes are never sensible) That isn't a celebrity, best friend, random guy that you see often but never actually talked to, teacher, or if you're really boy-deprived, maybe even the janitor, 75% of which are no where near your age.
So. That doesn't leave many options, does it?
Or perhaps your definition of a crush, it different. Perhaps he's a just a guy that you imagine yourself with often, but you will never dare on your desires.
Well, I don't plan to cause unwanted misery on myself, but if I do:
Dear future crush,
So I've finally found a guy that is my age and not out of my league, that I think I would be compatible with. Note to self: See a psychiatrist to make sure I'm not crazy yet.
I'm avoiding the point of this letter aren't I? Maybe I seem a little immature at the moment. Allow me to be more serious.
Although I seem proud enough to say that I haven't had a crush yet, it's not to say that someone has not crushed on me. Well there's a few but I will only speak of one. From the day that having a crush was becoming a school trend, I never took it seriously. In fact, I found it creepy if one would take a fancy to me. What did they see in me? I'm just a plain old girl, not super smart or even pretty. Or maybe they want something from me. Nah, I bet it was a dare from their friends.
And I was right on this one, and ignored him somewhat because of this. But he was persistent, and I guessed it was now more than just a dare? Now, it was seriously on my nerves, and I blocked him on msn. To be honest, I did feel a bit of guilt. He offered me friendship after all of this, and I turned it down. And to hide the guilt, I would only tell my friends abouthow much of a creep he was.We forgot each other through the natural course of time and parting of ways. It was merely the ordinary little kids schoolyard experience, which it is, really. I'm just using it in a way so I could make something serious out of it.
There. Happy now?
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