Please...I BEG YOU T___T

Internet's too slow to do anything, even homework. Omg, the download went down to 880 bytes (average is roughly 200 times that? I'm not joking..). Even a old person knows how slow that is. Someone either kill me now or hold the government at knifepoint until their broadband system actually gets finished.
I will literally destroy something right now...

Dream and Reality

You're waiting for a train; a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.
-from the movie Inception

OkayOkayOkayOkay...I'm mentioning it too much, but the concept and ideas really tickled my fancy.

Dreams have a particular significance to me too. Often, our subconscious speaks truth, yet often we chose to ignore the truth, evasion is so much easier than addressing an issue face to face. (I know I have that problem when it comes to homework, hah)

Most people probably can't relate to this, only because they think they rarely dream/forget them anyway/don't have interesting ones. In fact, dreams appear innocent on face value, but much of the messages remain hidden between the lines.

Family night

LOL.
This usually never happens.
We're all going to watch Inception tonight. Whoooooooooooo!!!!
I've wanted to watch it ever since it came out

Plus,dinner at somewhere nice too?

Letters:Day 4 —Your sibling

I'm very lucky to have a sibling so close, even fights seem rare...and to talk late into the night. Though I'm older, I'm the immature one..
I guess the only thing I don't like about you is when you become Judy Moody. Not fun. Just gotta lighten up sometimes.

EDIT: dedicated to her.
her nicknames, depending on me is duck/good onion/ whiskers.
Duck: Because she likes to quack.
Good onion: I really don't know where this come from. I'm pretty sure it was my mum's Asian mispronounciation.
Whiskers: Because she has wrinkles on her cheeks that look like whiskers. Yeah, it's a hereditary thing.

Letters-Letters Day 3 — Your parents

I'm heaps behind on this letter challenge aren't I?

Dear Parents,
Although it might not always seem like it, I never take you guys for granted.

love, Jane :)

Letters:Day 2 — Your Crush

Umm, what to say on this one?

Dear, non-existent crush...
Maybe I'll start again.

Well, the last crush I've ever had was back in Primary school, and that was only a show so that I could exchange that information to know other people's crushes. Back then, "love" was rather a shallow affair, but bonus points to you if you can name someone's crush in a verbal fight. Did I mention the ridiculous code names? Bubbles? Minty?

I guess it's hard to have a sensible crush? (lolwtf am I saying?Crushes are never sensible) That isn't a celebrity, best friend, random guy that you see often but never actually talked to, teacher, or if you're really boy-deprived, maybe even the janitor, 75% of which are no where near your age.

So. That doesn't leave many options, does it?

Or perhaps your definition of a crush, it different. Perhaps he's a just a guy that you imagine yourself with often, but you will never dare on your desires.

Well, I don't plan to cause unwanted misery on myself, but if I do:

Dear future crush,
So I've finally found a guy that is my age and not out of my league, that I think I would be compatible with. Note to self: See a psychiatrist to make sure I'm not crazy yet.

I'm avoiding the point of this letter aren't I? Maybe I seem a little immature at the moment. Allow me to be more serious.

Although I seem proud enough to say that I haven't had a crush yet, it's not to say that someone has not crushed on me. Well there's a few but I will only speak of one. From the day that having a crush was becoming a school trend, I never took it seriously. In fact, I found it creepy if one would take a fancy to me. What did they see in me? I'm just a plain old girl, not super smart or even pretty. Or maybe they want something from me. Nah, I bet it was a dare from their friends.
And I was right on this one, and ignored him somewhat because of this. But he was persistent, and I guessed it was now more than just a dare? Now, it was seriously on my nerves, and I blocked him on msn. To be honest, I did feel a bit of guilt. He offered me friendship after all of this, and I turned it down. And to hide the guilt, I would only tell my friends abouthow much of a creep he was.We forgot each other through the natural course of time and parting of ways. It was merely the ordinary little kids schoolyard experience, which it is, really. I'm just using it in a way so I could make something serious out of it.

There. Happy now?

Woot!....Damn it.

I finally got the A ending in Valkyrie Profile:Lenneth! I have had this game for...4 years and never bothered to finish it, well at least not by myself. It wasn't really the game I was into, in fact, the game was a pain. I just wanted to collect the awesome CG mini-movies. Yep, all that time wasted (36 hours o_o), just to get the movies and finish the story.
And the ending...sucked. I bet the game team wanted to finish the game off quickly. At least the story was good on the way to the ending.

That is why I haven't posted the last several days. No, no, I'm not a gaming addict...yet. Damn it, now I have late artcommissions. And school is going to start tomorrow.

I got kylie's album :o

Yeah. >.>
Haha, at least she's gorgeous enough to have a bunch of half naked people in her video and get away with it, unlike Lady Gaga.

Letters — Your Best Friend

Umm...I figured I should do this too, since I'm running out of original ideas.haha


Dear Best friend,
Actually I don't have one. No, not because I'm emo, had a bad childhood and has trust issues.
It's actually because I've never been in the same place long enough to acquire a best friend. It doesn't mean I'm lonely though, I have made a lot of friends on the way.

Part of it has to do with the fact that my definition of a best friend is rather specific. A child has the precious ability to be loyal without judgement or thinking of self-gain. As we grow older, knowledge and maturity means that this ability dies. To me, a relationship with a best friend is similar to the way a child has a relationship with another trusted person.

But that doesn't mean I don't like my current friends! Quite the opposite. Perhaps with time, I will eventually get to know them as true best friends. So to anyone lucky enough to have a best friend, hold that friendship close to you. It is a rare and fine gift.

Coincidences

1.Browsing Art auctions on gaia and oogling over their awesomeness and inaffordability
2.Clicks on a auctioner's deviantart
3.Her screen name is Sira Black (heh heh, doesn't that sound familiar, Anita?)
4.Click on a random artwork by her
5. Realised that it was submitted exactly on my birthday, 2009.

I'm reading too much into things, but it is kinda amusing, eh?


Complaint: eleven days...ELEVEN DAYS!! That's how long my internet speed lasted. =_=
Where's that broadband project Julia Gillard? Actually, it's Rudd's idea, but he's all the way in Washington.

Sorry again.

Yeah, I didn't have much to say the past few weeks. Boring holidays.

Quick highlights:
One
Sister: Have you seen those bumper stickers on the white Camry things? They all have nobirds.com.au written on them. I wonder what the website is about.
Me: (moody) I'm not bothered to be that observant
Stranger: (turns around from reading his book) How many leaves on that tree then? (laughs) Sorry, I couldn't resist.

Funny, but a good philosophical question. I'll let you answer it.

Two
I'm too lazy to explain, so I'll let pictures do the talking. Playing with popular trends- nude, floral etc. on Polyvore. Sorry, the layering is a little messy.

Second bit of eyecandy. Stunning Wing-embroidered platform sandal by Alexander McQueen.


As for art. I haven't done too much this week. I have a commission that has been dragging on for a week already. I feel bad. But too lazy. =_=

I also bumped into Martina at JayJays today.

Just picture it

Stare at the sky, making sure no tree branches or buildings are in the corners of your vision. Convince yourself that you're somewhere completely different. It's surprisingly believable.

If I had magical powers...

Forget vampire or mind-control. Or even elemental powers, they're so overrated-
If I could have magical powers, I would either want shapeshifter, or power to manipulate physical matter- as opposed to forces.

I don't know, that's just me- but I love hearing other people's stories. It's all make-believe but even imagination is impossible without reality. Whatever is seen in imagination is just a rearrangement of what is seen your real life. The idea of a angel is just a cross between man and bird. I guess taking about what people imagine or daydream about gives an insight into someone's personality.

It feels weird when I grant these powers for myself. So I make up a character(s) and use him/her to raid the stories I'm reading or watching. >:D They never make sense- and I don't usually make up a better plot, but it's just so much fun to do so. Sometimes I introduce them to my real life too (only in my mind), and occasionally there's a black figured being flying over the car as I stare out the window.

I don't know if other people do this (maybe fanfiction writers?)- just ignore me if I'm weird.


Currently I'm watching Anh Do. Awesome comedian. <3